I went out to have dinner with my parents and my sister, stayed with my little sis' and that was pretty much the people I saw. As an anecdote, Summer 2013 was so lonely I started thinking too much about my body and it hasn't stopped yet. That summer I started doing lots and lots of exercise ( I would ride my bike for an hour in the morning and then in the afternoon I would do 30 min of cardio or HIIT) and eating the minimun amount of food possible, that leaded to losing weight and also lots of mental stuff. So the end of the story is that when my period (haha blood) stopped my mum took me to the doctor and he said what you all imagined and I won't write here.
*Now I'm fine thanks to the people I surround myself with*
But this Summer, oh this Summer was so different. It was the best one of my life yet and I've never felt like this before, I would live it in a loop. It was wonderful, and I thought it would not be fair to not dedicate a post to the people and memories that made it possible.
It has been probably the "less productive" time of my life if we speak in terms of actual work/writting/whatever it is that makes you productive, but the "most productive" one speaking in terms of friendship, health, happiness, empathy, fun and all that things that make us human.
Somehow the world, destiny, a magical fairy or something put the best people I could possibly meet in front of me, and they wanted to be my friends too. Without expecting anything in return and probably without realizing it, they've changed my perspective of the world and myself, they've helped me infinite ways and they've showed me, for the first time in my life, what friendship really feels like.
We've made so many memories together. One of the bests is the fact that we formed a "band" (more like a polyphonic group) called LFAN, it was Penthatonix style and I have the funniest time while rehearsing and singing with them. We also went on some excursions and got drunk (tons of times) (like really maybe too much), going partying with them was always a pleasure.
As a shy person, I would never thought there where people who where as weird as me (not that they are shy) and proud if it, who won't judge my problem or the way I dress or my pink hair. Because, believe it or not people in my school and in general considered my pink hair an offense and my over the knee socks as some sort of rejection. I remember the first time I wore red lipstick to hung out with my old "friends", I heard some funny comments (HINT: THEY WEREN'T FUNNY AT ALL). Good news, I wore red lips this summer again and had my first kiss (screw you "friends").
*He was Australian and so cute and ASDFGHJKL, but yeh I won't probably see him again, it was fun though*
I'm sure I won't forget this time in my life, and when I'll look back at it, I won't have any regrets. Also, it helps me when I'm down, if I was able to love myself and eat like I used to with them why can't I do it on my own? I remember that sometimes when I was with them something clicked and I was like "woah, hold on, it feels like I actually love myself" and it was such an awesome moment.
I know, I know Summer is long gone and won't come back till next year, but seriously I just can't let it go that easly. This year, I've lived the best summer of my life yet and it was wonderful. I couldn't not write about it and all the beautiful people that had accompanied me in this journey.
To my friends, thank you for your time, thank you for the sleepless musical nights and for showing me that it is possible to help and to share without expecting, that real friendship exists. Thank you for not judging me and make me understand that nothing was irreparably wrong with me, for a warm welcome in the messed up kids gang. Thank you, I love you no matter what.
PS: And to my readers, we share have kind of connection, but it is as wonderful. Words. They build our universe and us writers use it to share our worlds. So thank you for making my world and thoughts something special to read about, because if it wasn't for you I wouldn't feel as awesome as I do now :) Have a wonderful day.
PS2: Just in case you having noticed. The schedule now is ALWAYS a post on Mondays, and then apart from that a post every other day for example this and next week's will be: MONDAY/TUESDAY/THURSDAY/SATURDAY/MONDAY/WEDNESDAY/FRIDAY/SUNDAY/MONDAY...
PS3: Hope you liked today's post! How was your Summer? Would you go back and revive it?
♥ See you soon beautiful people ♥